Seriously I don't understand men.
Why do you even bother to say things when you don't mean it in the first place...Don't pretend to be good to me and mislead me, then throw me away. I'm not your toy, I have feelings too.
I get paranoid because I don't feel secure... &&&every time when I gets paranoid I will rmb what you had said, 'trust me!' I really hope you won't disappoint me.
Bestie just confronted me. Was texting till I cried. Maybe my actions really let ppl think bad of me. But my intention wasnt bad... Is merely just knowing new straight friends... Every time I know new friends I still share and update to all my close friends! I dont hide anything from ppl who are close to me. Hope he understands now.
Maybe after all, blog is the best place/ 'friend' to grumble and talk to. Because it won't find me boring, naggy, and irritating:)
Goodnight.
Tmr will be a better day:D
