Wednesday, August 7, 2013

Disappointment

Seriously, nvr in my life I feel so dumb.
Was still worrying about his health since Friday, texting him and praying that he will have a speedy recovery. I still thought of going hospital to visit him and pass him a handmade bday card. 


In the end, I'm just a spare tyre that he used. Now that he had a gf, he don't need me this spare tyre and decide to just kick me off without a word. Seriously can't u just be truthful in your actions? You misuse my trust, feelings and sympathy. I hate it. Blame on my stupidity. Since you chose to block and bluff me, then fine. All the best for you. Thanks for letting me know how ass someone can be.

Update: I dreamt of seeing his name and pic on a newspaper. Hope my instinct is wrong. God bless him. Maybe he has his difficulties. I am not longer angry just wish him all the best.

Bestie helps me to return all his stuff. I still dont unds why in a relationship cant be friend with opposite gender. Why is there a need to hide? Probably ppl need to see things in a more simple view. You dont owe me any explanation. Is obvious, lover over friend, simple.