sorry for not blog long

i was busy with my project and work

kind have a little time for updating my blog

first i wanna say

WE ARE FINE ALR

everytin just started off with a misunderstandin

a stupid one i will say

but nvm is over^^

everytin is back

we understand each other's thoughts and had clear doubts

yeah...

i am BACK ppl

hahahaha

as in i feel much better after we talk throught

some days to chill out ppl!!!

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MONDAY

VESAK DAY

had family outing

we went bugis

wanted to get some nice clothes

but in the end kindas regret going

is super and darn squeezy

i almost fainted

when i saw a guy wear suit

wasehx...

weather like drought still wear till so former

hahahaha

we din get anytin

went AJISEN eat

upload pic later...

den homed***

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TUESDAY

realise have gort project tat need to be done by tml

GG~

rush like hell

there so many tins to find and do

i hated the last min feeling

rush everytin

but the moment i ON my lappy

keep have the urge to watch DBSK

all thanks to my dear BFF

WONG WEI LI

i am soooo into them now can

btw

have a little discipline

RUSH.RUSH.RUSH

stay in sch till 9pm

daddy come fetch me

reach home and wash up

continue chiong...

while chiong was clearing doubts with my cliques

i dun do much cos was too into the conversation we had

but nvm

i tink is worth it

felt really tired went to bed

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WEDNESDAY

woke up at 6plus

have lesson at 8am

din have enough sleep

nvm is my punishment

skip my lunch

and rush my project

finish lesson at 3pm

stayed back awhile to rush finish my project

had gastric for not eating anytin

FINALLY~

4.40pm i made it

i send my assigments and went off

felt kinda bad to leave weili and ziyan there

SORRY GUYS***

meet up with SHIJUAN

we went vivocity

had CARL'S JUNIOR

chit-chat and do some catch up

den walk ard

dunno where to go

den abt 8plus we went home

took 143 and gort this pervert

keep looking and listening to our conversation

make us feel so uncomfortable

pls he is not chinese la

as if he understand

i kinda hard to say it hear

i dunno how to expree the whole situation in words

hahahaha^^

den SJ alight the same stop as me

she took another bus home instead

is stupid

but trust me

expecially gals

he is really too sick

was super tired

*HOME*

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THURSDAY

have CATS and SW

met jovi

she wanna eat in sch

den headed library awhile cos still early

and the weather super HOT

after WEI TING reach

we went CATS tgt

do nth but research today

meeting them on sunday

yeah^^

is our first meeting up

hahaha

den SW

as usual warm ups

but more and more like wad the teacher say

every week will add more

teacher training us on split

so difficult la

my bones all so stiff can

den revised the previous week dance steps

den new moves added

wasehx....

today all floor moves

is tough ppl

today is the most XIONG lesson

i gonna train

next week our instructor will be absent

she going to LA for performance or dunno wad

i am supporting her

she dance really well

GOGOGOGOGO~

I LOVE DANVE MOVEMENT INSTRUCTOR

(sorry i forgot her name)

*JIA YOU*

oh ya today de ANDY...

change hair style

wear specs

hair a little messy

hahahaha^^

he so funny

keep asking us to forget his image today

too ugly le

but i tink ok lehx

just hair a little messy tat's all

den meet up with WEILI,SHUZHEN & KUMAR

actally wan go homework de

BUT....

with weili ard guess wad we did???

hahahaha^^

nth but watch DBSK videos

they are so funny

I LOVE DBSK MORE AND MORE

homed at abt 8plus

sleeping soon...

*NITE*

*END*

tat's it

i feel so tired

i am not gonna care

i will start my new life in poly

......................

PEEPs

euu guys just change so much

all the best

SATURDAY

met up and NESSYA,JOVI,CARINA,QIDE,ALGIN

suppose to watch movie

but went bugis first

cos nessya say wan buy sometin

in the end shopping for clothes

weather super hot

sweat like hell

nvm....

kinda late den reach cine

tickets for the movie is selling fast

7.25show gort sold out

so everyone went to watch the movie at 9plus

only ALGIN pei me go home

we two went out for nth...

but nvm at least gort meet and talk

and of course the feeling is no longer there...

feel so bad to keep everytin inside

lucky still have BLUR KING

after chatting with him i feel much better

THANKS BLUR KING

*HUGS*

*MISUNDERSTANDING*

i tink too much

*SORRY*

^^

i always thought i have frens to be ard me when i need them

but i am so wrong

i have so much to say

but there wasnt any anyone out there to hear

all i can is just blog here

i used to have angel bf to be always there for me

i told him every single tin

he will sure be there

but now.....

he gort gf le

too busy for me

or maybe alr forget me

i used to have a close gf whom i thought know me the best

i turned to her whenever i have prob

and she knew it when i was unhappy

thought she cared for me the most

somehow tink she kinda change after she get into DPA

not change bad of course

just a little hyper den me

some time i dunno wad she is tinking

just maybe i am not used to it

i used to have a god bro who treated me very well

now he is busy chasing a gal

i also dun wan go add burden to him

nvm....

ytd night tink through

maybe i am not sensitive

is the truth

i should just shut the fuck up

and stop disturbing ppl

i am just nth

gort me no me also no difference

BUT TO ME

every single one of my frens make a big difference to me

well i guess i will just start a new life again

tml will always be better!!

SIM QI DE

i dunno wad's wrong with euu

i msg euu a couple of times

euu din even bother to reply

are euu tat busy??

or euu are just ignoring me?

am i so irritating?

tink euu kinda change le

or maybe is i am too senistive

but tat's my feeling

i dunno wad happen

euu din tell me also

euu dun like me just say straight

dun hide this hide tat

we are like alr so close

there's nth we cant talk abt right??

euu dun like me wad can just say

dun keep ignore me

euu are once so close to me

tat's why i dun wish euu hide anytin from me

i wan the old QIDE back

the one tat will talk and joke with me

the one tat will be with me when i am sad

I MISS HIM

as fren pls dun misunderstand

if euu tink i am irritating just say

i will stop wadever i am, doing now

if euu tink i just love to pick on euu and scold euu

i am SORRY.i am joking only.

tat's just me

i am not a gentle and good at words kinda gal

euu should know me by now ba

pls stop avoiding or ignore me

not happy with anytin abt just say

i will change....

to every frens out there

i dun wish there will be another friendship leading to this pth

so if euu really hate me just tell me straight

woke up damn early today
going sch later at 12plus
ytd went home the ealiest
saw SOME BODY during break
but somehow feel he din see me
nvm...
used to it alr
den stoning at home
play psp
watch news
i felt super SORRY and HEARTBROKEN for those ppl
so many ppl died innocently
OH GOD is this wad euu wan??
they have done nth wrong and just died due to earthquake
i tink is not really fair so them
so many places are affected
90% of the land are almost flat
WTH~
is terrible to hear tat
saw some dead ppl being carried out
gort one guy DEAD on the street and no one even cares
it hurts to see the scene
natural disaster is horrible
it have no mercy
i really feel BLESS in Spore
we have kind and caring president
sending ppl over to help
raising funds to cover their lose
i prayed hard for ppl to be found and rescure out quickly
to be cure ASAP
less body od dead to be found
EVRYTIN TO GO BACK NORMAL
tat is the tin i wanted for so long
i always hope to come true
no matter for wad.

haix...

now wan ask old frens go out also so difficult

always say not free

if not dun feel like coming out

even used to be CLOSE frens

i also get same treatment and attitude

i really HATE it

they ask me go out jiu can?

so not fair lo

nvm

maybe there's a PROBLEM with me

tat's why ppl are avoiding me and stuff

nvm i just have to get used to it

anyway alone isit tat bad either

*NITE*

here to blog again

thursday have dance movement

well is great

we learned new dance movement

I LOVE IT

friday stayed back in sch do homework

finished MATH and VTDS

frens went for the dance party

i skipped

JOVI accompany me

homed at 8plus

saturday met WEILI

went vivo

have CARL'S JUNIOR

it's her first time eating

intro her the carl's fish burger

is delicious can

den walk ard

went to habour front MAC

used their wireless network

managed to find one article for VTDS

edit some answer for math

do some slides for HPD

den homed

waited for bus for like abt 1hr

darn pissed

reached home going 8

wash up and everytin

start CHIONG-ING my HDP

*RUSH*RUSH*RUSH*

finally finished at 12am

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY

den msg with two fren

talk cock alot

slept at abt 1plus

woke up 9plus

wash up and changed

went for breakfast den headed to aunt hse

at night went celebrate MOTHERS' DAY

have stingray steamboat

*YUMMY*

homed bloated

watched tv awhile and slpet

have terrible headache

today morning woke up

dun feel like going sch

but tink of the manufacturing process lesson

sian...

pulled myself up

wash up and changed

headed to NP

everytin turns out ok

joke with the usual group

den finally homed

now blogging

chatting with sj

tell her wad she missed

abt some unhappy moments

dunno why tears just dropped

i said i am not as happy as before

i really mean it

after wad had happen

it really left a huge impact on me

I MISS THE PAST

MISS THE HAPPY MOMENTS

MISS MY OLD CLIQUE

MISS 4E7

MISS EVERYTIN

i hope evertin will turn out fine real soon

i wan my old self back...

"i have written all our happy moments on the rock.

so tat i will forever rmb them.

i haven written all the sad and angry moments on the sand.

so tat the wind will blow it away."

it's wednesday again

tml thursday le

so fast one week going to over again

everyday is like going so fast

occupied with so many PDI assignments

super busy can

project after project

i am SUFFOCATING

tml is IS and SW

i suppose to be happy and excited

but seriously i am NOT

i dunno why

maybe too stress ba

fri our sch have dunno wad dance tin

i just dun feel like going

i know is gonna be fun but....

nvm

okays talk abt today

we ended sch at 3pm

went MAYIRIS have hair cut

long hair no more

den headed to west mall

ELAINE & ESTHER homed

NESSYA,WEILI,ME went IMM

cos i wanna go repair phone some where near there

but reach there so late alr

den no choice go other time lo

den we homed

i washed up

now blogging

very tired sleeping soon

*NIGHT*

DEAD.

i am like so tired

busy with all the assignments

everytin just come all at once

everyone seems happy

enjoying school

i dun denied i am HAPPY with my new frens

in fact i feel great

all the laughters they gave me

the stupid actions they made

but deep in me i just feel so NOT right

i dunno why

i dunno how to describe the feeling

i really wanna just SCREAM out one day

is so not me

now i get SENSITIVE easily

i get PISSED easily

i am so not the usual me

i HATE it

I AM SORRY GUYS

i dun mean it

i am not handling things well

FRIENDSHIP is shaky

ASSIGNMENT dunno how to do

feel really terrible inside

though i am smiling outside

but i am NOT happy as ever

i dun tink anyone have notice it

i am ok with it

BUT...

I JUST WANNA BE ME AGAIN

^^

TML WILL ALWAYS BE BETTER RIGHT!?

i am like ROTTING at home now luh
nobody wan go out
*sian*
ROT.ROT.ROT.
emo at home
-END-

HiHi

this week past so fast too

is like wed alr la

tml LABOUR DAY

no school

so shiok sia

tat's the HAPPY tin

OKAY NOW

the MOST ANGRY stuff i gonna say

the KB badminton teacher called me

den start her KB-ing

ask why i nvr go first lesson

den i was like so blurr

WTH~

i went for DANCE MOVEMENT

i did mark my attendance can

i told her tat

den she keep sayin NO.....

NO.....

NO.....

NO.....

i was like no chance to talk

i am super PISS with her

wad's her prob

i was like dunno anytin

she called and scream like mad

how i know there's communication break down with euu teachers

siao ding dong

i ytd end at 4 in the end went home at 7

...............

went to find MR CHOO

he is so nice

he said everytin nicely to me

lalalalala~

felt much better

WEI LI,ELAINE,KAI NA & I went IMM

whooo~

we went SECRET RECIPES

have our tea-break

yummy.yummy.

we all have CHOCOLATE BANANA cake

still as nice as ever

chatted in there

laugh like hell can

hahahahahah^^

update KAI NA our class

all the funny stuff

6plus homed

*FUN TGT*

RYAN~

Hair extension
NICE?is made without any stapleor glue.plain foldin only!
my group for the CAPPY
TOP:xiaoru,ahhei,zhuguli,xiaoyanzi

BOTTOM:ahlian,therther
(our nick)

yo ppl

i had my FIRST DANCE tat day

WHOO~

is so fun

know jovi's 2 fren

ANDY & SUE

they are wonderful

we had fun

all the stretching and moves are tough

but i am not gonna give up

i say i will not regret

& i will NOT

hahahaha^^

the stretching helps lossen all our lazy muscles

now even my neck muscles ache can

but NO complains

*GAMBETTE*

oh ya have IS CATS too

is fun also la

we have this eye contact game

is kinda PAISEHX can

look straight into guys eyes

my class only have 5 gals

so no choice but to split us all up

nvm...

important tin is we enjoy ourselves

lalalala~

den we played games

we wrote a sentence tat we could rmb from tv

den put all into a bag

after which pick another one which is not urs

my group gort this following

"I'm lovin it"

"How did euu end up here?"

"Just do it"

"If only i can rearrange all the alphbets.I will put U and I tgt"

hahahahaha

guess wad we did with all this

we have to act a play which include all these sentences

muhahahaha~

this is how it goes

KELVIN & JINZHOU are frens

they were talking

suddenly K say

"hey.actually i am a gay"

(everyone laugh)

K:"i really love this guy"

den JEFFREY walk into the scene

K:"there.is him.is him"

J:"Eh?How did euu end up here?"

K:"erm i..."

JZ nudge him and said

"Just do it"

K:"I really love euu.If only i can rearrange all the alphbets.I will put U and I tgt"

(everyone WOOOO~)

J:"I'm lovin it"

hahahahahahahahhahahahahahahaha~

is meant to be a comedy

really ENJOY myself

we have project to work on alr

meetin up those guys real soon^^

last but not least

WEILI and I joined the japanese club

we went for the orietation after SW

to our surprise there is quite a number of ppl

over all is not bad la

we did have FUN and make some new frens alr

yeah~

POLY LIFE IS JUST SO DIFFERENT

hihi~

i gort a call from ANDREW CHOO

I GORT IN

so happy la

is my first time trying out dance

dunno how will it be

i must not regret

have VTDS & HPD

both fun lesson

all we din was sketching and listening

so slack

den we know tat is very easy to find our blog la

OMG~

i tink i better be kind to my words

den went to do my lappy skin

i have gort a BEAUTIFUL lappy now

den headed home

reach home abt 6plus

bath,watch tv,have crabby dinner

now bloggin

*slpin soon*

(18/4)

I AM SUPER PISSED

-with this ****ing LECTURER

-the stupid bald old man

tat old ZHA BO is a MISS

opps NO

is MRS

opps NONO

is MDAM

she simply suck

wad's her PROBLEM

askin a few question isit will die?

i today 2plus finish sch and guess wad?

i left sch at abt 6pm

WTF~

we were like 'TOURING' ard NP can

findin this teacher name ANDREW CHOO

cos i chose this SW badminton

and some how regret

now wanna join dance movement

den findin the teacher-in-charge

i walk from B53-B18-B72-B53-B16-B73

is like so super far apart la

all the teachers SHUA us

hai dao us walk so many places

but NVM

cos i am determine to try and change the SW

I JUST DUN WAN SAME SW AS THE LECTURER

she so wad la

KB so much

she can say nicely right

we are young adults liao lehx

still treat us like shit

make one small tin till so big

crazy de la

so firece for wad sia

dunno which sway guy wan her

i really hope MR CHOO can enrol me in

i dun wan to suffer under her

kays now the bald man

WTH

i am just a year one student

came in for like less den 1week

he ask me where's dunno wad place

i was like?????

how i know

i myself oso findin place la

den i say 'DUNNO'
he gimme the chey hand sign

KAO BEI

i dunno right

he so rude lo

dun even say thanks or sometin

wad a SWAY day

hey ppl

i had started my NEW life

yeah~

i am NGEE ANN POLY now

hahaha

love my new bunch of frens

they are funny jokers can

we joke ard as usual

BUT....

i seriously do MISS all my old frens

all the argues,laughter,gossips

I LOVE 4e7

i am still getting used to my new surrounding

today i had IS CATS & SW

i thought nobody same class as me

den went in know ZHAN YU,VICTOR,WEITING

so qiao can

den mix ard

my IS CATS class not bad sia

at least gort guys who will talk more

cant run away from china ppl

lecturer name ARUNA

she is nice^^

den went to SW

erm join badminton

erm gort influence now

wanna change to same as JOVI de

cos is new to me

tml gonna go change it

today nth much

short day

yeah~

update real soon

will be busy with my work

so wont always update

SORRY~

EVERYONE IS LOVE

YEAH

first day of sch was GREAT

every lesson so slack

air con so coolin

feel very sleepy lo

keep on have breaks de

today 2hrs break

shiok ar

went to SIM eat

the food nice lo

...........

wakin up time NOT shiok

so early

very tired sia

tinkin of my class is even sian-er

maybe cos we are still not close

my class so QUIET de

manage to know HAO XIN & RYAN CHRISTOPHER

gort their MSN

yeah~

reach home at abt 6pm

started online till now

chatted with ZUOJIA

(new fren)

gave me super difficult question lo

ask HAOXIN solve for me

hahas^^

THANKS DUDE*

he super good in math can

so long nvr use MSN and net le

today use so long

shiok sia

going off soon

tired~

wan orh orh le

*NITE*

some random pics.wanted to upload long ago but no time.ENJOY~

HEY

I AM BACK

FINALLY

kinda busy this few days

went for my course de camp

2days i pon one

same class as NESSYA,ELAINE & ESTHER

whooo~

so happy

AMOS another class

know some frens le

IZZUL,ZUO JIA,WEI LI,AMEERA

this few are those i have talk alittle to and have their contacts

still gort others

but ya just know who are they only

my class like weird weird de

everyone so QUIET

only we 4 keep talkin and playin

oh ya

my class gort one super hyper gal

wasehx~

austin no. 2 sia

gal version

buay ta han ar

like first day alr kana anti liao

so entu

hey gal pls do shave ur armpit hair

cos is sticking out alr

and is gross

we cant stop laughin when we saw her TAO GAY

wasehx....

laugh like hell

my class have gort 12gals & 13guys

5confirm from china de

if i din calculate wrongly

SIAN~

not used to have so many gals

is kinda weird

and china ppl

i dunno how to communicate with them

my class like INTERNATIONAL class la

still gort myanmar de

hahahas~

hope everytin turns out fine

kays la

nth to say le

gonna upload some pics

CYA~

yeah~
manage to find back PRINCE's wretch
thanks to LEE's comment
finally gort chance talk to LEE online
though is online a few minutes
but LEE,
i do treasure^^
ytd sunday
is my family day
have breakfast tgt
den shopping at IMM
bought fbt,choco,sweet
met UNCLE BEN & family
went JW bought durians
den CLEMENTI buy pens
HOME
make bread eat
den went to play badminton
WHOO~
is so fun la
long time nvr play le
is still as fun
came back at abt 7plus pm
rest,cool down
bath
watch death note
somehow tink is a little weird
cos of the chinese voice
END*
den PSP-ed till 2plus am
*SLEPT*

today 9+am woke up
continue watch 恋空
as usual CRIED
still gort 2parts jiu finish le
but now rushing off meet fren
gonna late le
update soon
*BYEBYE*

LOVE FROM JASMINE
*MUACKS*

4 APRIL
Jasper's Birthday
met JOVI,NESSYA,QIDE
went NP do our lappy
den we cab down orchard met JASPER,CARINA
went SUKI to have buffet
GOSH~
we ate really alot
we were super darn ultra bloated
nvr felt so bloated like hell before
is as if my stomach gonna burst off anytime
there are a lot of varieties
we even have desert and fruits
WOW~
spent abt 3-4hrs in SUKI
den we stroll ard orchard
walk from cine to far east den back
check out the movie time
watch dunno wad show
is $10 dollars can
so EXPENSIVE
i just throw my 10bucks into he river
i dun understand the whole bloody movie
is so BORING
i look ard the movie threatre
there are ppl laugh & sleep
i explore the whole room
the lightings and stuff
super BORED
maybe cos is not my type of movie
keep change my sitting position
eat sweet
SMS-ed
finally movie finish
JASPER went home first
we went to PRAGOON
bought this strawberries tart
is super special
bus-ed down to RC
met JASPER,KENT,JASEN,ABEL
they played pool
met CHEE HOR,WEIJIE,ESTHER
so qiao....
help JASPER celebrate his birthday before 12am
lalalalala~
cake super delicious
headed back to pool
den guess wad
saw my super senior
*SUHARDI*
(dunno how to spell)
so long see him le
he become more mature?
ya as friendly as ever
chatted awhile with him
he played pool with his fren DARYL
both PRO la
play so fast and nicely
went off at abt 1plus am
went WCP
we were all smelly and uncomfortable
we have our lappy with us
so use the internet at mac
cant find plug to charge my lappy
so can use awhile only
watch SKY OF LOVE
keep cant load
sian
GAVE UP
use friendster and msn lo
den when OSCHOOL web and see
WHOO~
they dance super nice lo
reallly wanna go learn can
but i know is super ex
haix...
DEAD~
lappy dead
den rot
NESSYA,KENT,CARINA slept
JASPER,QIDE,JOVI watch show on imac
i played my PSP
nap a little
din slp
cos like so weird
abt 4plus am we gort hungry
QIDE,NESSYA & I ate mac
wasehx~
suddenly everyone so excited
NESSYA suddenly so energatic sia
EAT.EAT.EAT.
chit-chatted
den homed at abt 6plus am
HOMED~
wash up
dry hair
listen to music
slept
woke up at abt 1+pm
ate noodles
went back slp at abt 2+pm
slp till 5+pm
mother keep kp say i slp very long
restless
blogging now
later gonna watch JACKY show
yeah~
BYE~

found and watched

thanks to tudou.com

恋空 is LOVED

miss it and regret

watch it and cry

I AM FUCKING BORED

today suppose to go cemetry with relatives

father say dun need

so stay at home & rot

frens went do their stuff

i stay at home

ROT.ROT.ROT.

used lappy for very long le

BORED~

I WANNA WATCH SKY OF LOVE

i am craving for it la

anyone know any link to watch tat movie

pls let me know

i really wan to watch

but nobody seems keen

nvm

i just watch myself online

................

school reopening soon

real soon

i am excited &....

not used to it?

cos like holiday for so long le

suddenly go school

so weird lo

anyway

going NP on friday to install stuff

friday is one of our CLIQUE's birthday

guess who...

is JASPER ONG JIE PENG

whooo~

planning....

i suddenly have urge to learn dance

father like dun allow

how?how?how?

i gonna persuade him

i am NOT giving up

get all the information ready and show my dad

i gonna let him know i am serious this time

yeah~

jiayou^^

APRIL FOOL~
din manage to play much
played on CARINA & NESSYA
i msg them a real cruel msg
scold them like a really hated them lots
they were shock
hahahas^^
expected this kind of reaction from them
CARINA almost cried
NESSYA thought our friendship was over
hahahahaha^^
pls lo
our friendship gort so weak ma???
................
den met JOVI,CARINA,QIDE go BUGIS
we bought our clothes
we gals each bought a same bag but in diff colour
is kinda of smelly
have gort this really new smell
EWWW~
den headed to IMM
on the way trick CARINA again
i very shocked and said,
"eh.i thought DIASO closed down le?like closed le lehx.tat time i go cant find."
CARINA even more shocked,eyes open super big,
"huh really?huh?"
den stupid QIDE & JOVI nvr help me
they too clever le
we laughed at CARINA
den DIASO-ed
took free bus home
on the bus i trick CARINA again
i blinked to the other two
i acted very seriously,
"oh shit.are we at the correct bus?like wrong lehx."
they joined in too
we act till super real
QIDE & me act wantin to get off the bus
get our stuff den ask CARINA go first
cos hand gort a lot plastic bag
when she stands and wantin to get off
we shouted,
"APRIL FOOL!!!"
she was so paisehx
hahahahas^^
funny sia
whole day prank on CARINA
aiya shld play on others too
like tat more fun la
nvm~
next year will play again
kk reach home
wash up
PSP
*slept*

i dunno wad to do.
i dunno how to do.
i dunno wad to say.
i dunno how to say.
i dunno.i dunno.i dunno.
i dunno wad my parents gonna say.
i dunno wad my parents gonna do.
i dunno how my parents goona react.
i dunno how my parents will handle it.
i dunno.i dunno.i dunno.
super confuse now.
pls dun leave me hanging.
all i need is euu.
tins have happened.
we have to face the music.