disappointed.disappointed.disappointed.

i will still be around
&&&hoping u will turn back:)
i will still welcome u with my widely open arms~
praying hard u are safe and sound

everyone makes mistake
&&&u will be forgiven if u admit it and turn over a new leaf~

i still love u. bff^^
hope u really know what u are doing!
waiting for ur return~~~~

안녕하세요!!~~~~~~~~~~
JASMINE IS BACKKKKKKKK!!!
i miss this little space of mine
where i can write whatever i like
&&&whatever i want!!!

poly life is not easy either...
we cant afford to fail any subjects
&&&many things happen all this while
be it good or bad...
it makes me see the real world even more clearly~

dont assume all friends will be with u when u need them
some may just come and go
some just need u for help
some are there just to backstab u
well others?
they just fuck care u
as long they are happy with what they have:)
well accept it or not it's the fact!

maybe i should learn to care less
only care for myself and ignore those not my business issue
i need to catch some breath and relax myself~~
shopping alone isnt a bad thing...
as least i wont spent most of my time waiting for the sun to set
&&&go home with nth done
*no offence*

shopping.shopping.shopping.
i need to do some serious shopping before i start work on 7th march
hmmm...
today parents went malaysia
i actually thought of going out...
but looking at the glazing sun shinning like as if it gonna bbq me into ba kua
i decided to just nua at home
maybe tmr~

suddenly so many koreans pop out in my life...
had 2 calls one after another from koreans
hopefully i can learnt some korean from them~
met two new friends ytd too
one korean.
one indo-chinese.
they seems nice:)
SHALL PARTY NEXT WEEK~

oh ya...
qide and i got a fake tatoo
actually im thought of getting one real tatoo
do it somewhere not obvious
but like no point if it's not obvious right...
어떻게~~~

hmmm
i am so gonna bored to death!!
my chagiyas all still in their lalaland...
friends all having exams...
&&&oppa going for trainings...
zomg shall go wash up and maybe slp early
though i just woke up from my nap not long ago~
heehee

[RANDOM] GaIn(Brown Eyed Girls) – I’m Laughing Lyrics

i still love this song very much:)

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ROMANIZATION + HANGUL + TRANSLATION

걱정 말아요 난 괜찮아요 가던 길 그냥 가요
그 동안 많이 미안했어요 힘들게 해서~

어떤 이유도 어떤 변명도 이제는 다신 안 할래요
고마웠어요 나를 사랑해줘서~

눈물이 나면 웃어 볼게요 그대가 나에게 그랬듯이~
바보같이 내가 웃고 있어요 그대를 보내면서~

그 사람을 잘 부탁할게요 그 사람은 참 미련하게도
한번 사랑하면 그 잡은 손을 놓치도 못하니까~
그 사람을 떠나 보내고 나 이렇게 아파하지만
너무 늦었지만 그래도 행복해요

왜 그랬는지 그렇게 많이 내 걱정 해줬는데
그댄 모르죠 내가 얼마나 후회하는지~

그댈 닮아서 어느새 나도 미련한 바보가 된 것을
한심하게도 그대 떠난 후에야~

많이 우습죠 있을 땐 못하고 헤어진 다음에 이런 내가
오늘도 난 혼자 웃고 있어요 그대가 보고 싶어~

그 사람을 잘 부탁할게요 그 사람은 참 미련하게도
한번 사랑하면 그 잡은 손을 놓치도 못하니까~
그 사람을 떠나 보내고 나 이렇게 아파하지만
너무 늦었지만 그래도 행복해요

소리 없이 눈물이 손등에 떨어 질 때면
웃어야 하는데 난 울고 말았어

그 사람이 생각이 날 때면 그 사람을 그리워할 때면
더는 웃는 것도 우는 일도 날 위로해 주진 못해~

그 사람을 잘 부탁할게요 그 사람을 마지막이라도
만날 수 있다면 환하게 웃을게요
그대 나를 본다면~ 웃어줘요

Geokjeong marayo Nan gwaenchanhayo
Gadeon gil keunyang gayo
Keu dongan manhi Mianhaesseoyo Himdeulge haeseo

Eoddeon iyudo Eoddeon byeonmyeongdo Ijeneun dashin an hallaeyo
Gomaweosseoyo Nareul saranghaejweoseo

Nunmuri namyeon Useo bolgeyo
Keudaega na-ege keuraetdeushi
Babogati naega utgo isseoyo
Keudaereul bonaemyeonseo

*Keu sarameul Jal butakhalgeyo Keu sarameun
Cham miryeonhagedo Hanbeon saranghamyeon
Keu jabeun soneul Nohchido mothanikka
Keu sarameul Ddeona bonaego
Na ireohge Apahajiman
Neomu neujeotjiman
Keuraedo haengbokhaeyo

Wae keuraetneunji Keureohge manhi
Nae geokjeong haejweotneunde
Keudaen moreujyo Naega eolmana
Huhwehaneunji

Keudael dalmaseo Eonusae nado
Miryeonhan baboga dwen geoseul
Hanshimhagedo Keudae ddeonan hueya

Manhi useupjyo Isseul ddaen mothago
He-eojin daeume ireon naega
Oneuldo nan honja utgo isseoyo
Keudaega bogo shipeo

*REPEAT

Sori eopshi nunmuri Sondeunge ddeoreo jil ddaemyon
Useoya haneunde Nan ulgo marasseo

Keu sarami Saenggaki nal ddaemyon
Keu sarameul keuriweohal ddaemyeon
Deoneun utneun geotdo Uneun ildo
Nal wirohae jujin mothae

Keu sarameul Jal butakhalgeyo Keu sarameul
Majimakirado Mannal su itdamyeon
Hwanhage useulgeyo Keudae nareul bondamyeon Useojweo

Do not worrry, I am fine, just go the way you were traveling
I’ve been so sorry for making things hard

I won’t give reasons or excuses anymore
Thank you for loving me thus far

When tears come out, I will smile, just the way you did for me
I am smiling like a fool, as I send you away

Please take care of that person, I still linger for that person
Once I love you I cannot let go of your hand
Once I send you away, I am hurting like this
It’s too late, but I am still happy

I don’t know why, you worried for me so much
You’ll never know how much I regret this

Because I am like you, I’ve suddenly become a lingering fool
I’ve become pitiful after you left

It’s laughable that I could not be with you when you were here and I am like this now after you left
I am smiling today by myself, I want to see you

Please take care of that person, I still linger for that person
Once I love you I cannot let go of your hand
Once I send you away, I am hurting like this
It’s too late, but I am still happy

As my tears hit the back of my hand without a sound
I should be smiling but I cried instead

When I think of that person, when I miss that person
Smiling and crying can no longer console me

Please take care of that person, for the last time…(continues to next line)
If I could see that person, I will smile brightly
If you see me, please smile

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credit: crazyoverwith.wp

i realised i have been neglecting my JOONGIE

misses~~~

he is so beautiful like an angel~~

@.@

ohh ya i forgot to blog abt my bday:p

thanks to this gang of friends:)

was feeling lousy tat day which i have no idea why....

but im really thankful that i have them ard me^^

the boys:

the girls:

thank you darlings♥ ♥ ♥

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this was taken on the 1st of jan 2011

when we had fun playing running man^^

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last year christmas was awesome~~

went taboo with the same group of friends:)

thanks to sj i took photo with KIM

more photos are in fb

but too bad mine acc is closed down-.-

update more soon^^