the problem we are having is actually not difficult to solve
but maybe time is not on our side
or maybe I am not worth ur time to solve it together,
&&&ur silence really drives me crazy
you said that u wanted a gf who will cling on u
but ur actions doesnt show at all
which bf will not reply their gf texts till 1-2days later?
even call, you dont bother to call me back.
did you even realised these after being tgt?:
we spent most time in shop?
we only watched 2 movies?
we went out for date once and double date once?
we talk abt work 95% of the time?
im wondering did you really treat me as ur gf
or somone to look for when you need something?
it's only 1+mths
i dont feel like a honeymoon period at all
i dont mind helping out in shop.
i dont mind staying up to rush the things you wanted.
i dont mind you replying me text late, even is just before you sleep, im fine.
i dont mind not able to meet up as often, even just for a dinner, im contented.
i dont mind going down to shop with you after work.
i dont mind all the long distance.
i dont mind feeling tired as long you share ur burden with me
i dont mind and i dont mind.
as long you put in effort and make things work with me
i dont see a point if you are telling me you know that u didnt put in much effort
then? am i suppose to hold this relationship myself
and make it work?
then what is the point being together?
it takes two hands to clap.
where is the ah wang that i used to know?
simple.sincere.truthful and always around for me.
i really miss those days.
after 4days or ignoring me
your respond is really too disappointing.
i didnt expect you will turn out to be like TT
those promises that you gave just turned out to be lies
well...
everything happens for a reason
i dont blame you
maybe i myself have faults too.
still rmb we started off argueing
without fail there are always texts from you
no matter day or night...
still rmb the call that lasted till 1-2am in the morning
talk abt all sorts of nonsenses and abt our life
no matter how tired we are..
still rmb you sending me home
no matter where we go and how late it is...
still rmb you waited 1hr for me to turn up
you werent angry and still get me passion fruit tea
worrying that i might be thirsty while rushing
still rmb the silly who didnt give up after the first rejection
as caring and sincere as ever
no matter how cold i may treat him
there are alot of still rmb...
i really appreciate the things u have done for me.
the memories are still fresh in my head.
even though we didnt make it
im really happy to know you
to have you by my side all these while.
really wish you all the best.
i can see u really work very hard for ur future, for ur passion.
is just a pity, i werent included.
we will meet again if fate allows.
Good Luck!
:DD
