I wish...

I just wish my bf will show how much I mean to him and nvr be lazy to do so. Will really appreciate if he does. All along this one year, he nvr once initiate to post my photo anywhere in the social app. Am I too unpresentable or he doesn't feel proud to have me or worst I am not the only one? 

I always remind him how actions speaker louder than words. But not sure if he is listening. 

7 feb was our first anniversary. But seems like it was nth special to him. Just came over had dinner with my family because is my dad birthday too. I know I shouldn't have expect any thing more. But kinda disappointed still, he didn't prepare anything for me:( 

What can I say? I still love him.

Next week is valentine's day. So what? Everyone is bragging abt the gift they received and bought. Me? Smile, envy and be happy for them. 

Oh well... Life goes on. 

再坚强的女人，都会期望有一天被她爱的男人，宠爱着，保护着，依靠着。